Nate of Las Vegas - Part I
“Are
you alone?”
I stalled in response. After last night debacle I was weary and apprehensive. I had been awakened by the sillouhette of a man’s face peering into my tent.
Las Vegas, New Mexico |
"Heeey, want to party with me?”
Four
in the morning, 4th of July weekend, Las Vegas, New Mexico.
I shot straight up, and grabbed the ax. Shocked
it wasn’t clear to him that I was sleeping, and horrified that I could hear his
breath without seeing his body. I
stammered,
“I
don’t party, go away.”
He
scurried away, and somehow I found a few more hours of
rest. I
looked back to Nate.
“So, do
you mind if I have breakfast?”
I
scanned over his gangling limbs, down to his bare feet. His skin was pale and milky; it matched his
white-blond hair. I could see the youth in
him.
“I
don’t see why I would.”
He
sat down on the ground and dumped out a dirty back pack. Spoons clanked, paper fluttered and out spilled
several small jars, a canister of oats, and two bowls. He turned a bowl over, wiped out the hollow
with the corner of his stained shirt and reached over me to grab a gallon jug
of water I had set out next to my camp cook area. The liquid made a generous glug and splashed,
overfilling the dish. He poured dry oats
into the cold water and fished through the mess to find a spoon. He opened the peanut butter jar scooped out a
mound, licked it, and crammed the spoon into the open jelly jar.
“Oats
are the best breakfast.”
I
watched him shovel heaping spoonfuls into his mouth. Not knowing what to say, I waited while he
ate until he slammed the bowl down on the earth, spilling most of what was
left. He jumped to his feet, turned his
back, and struggled to rip off his shirt.
Instead of taking it off over his head, he tore it down the center and cast the shirt aside to reveal a body full of poorly tattooed stars, and a
crooked goat carcass.
“Look!”
There
was no way I could not look. His thin frame swayed to and fro, blocking the
early morning sun.
What do I make of this?
He
leaned forward and came to face me sitting on his knees and closed his eyes.
“I
want to create all that I see… there are not enough stars in the sky, so I make
them, on me.”
He
opened his eyes and twisted his torso.
“See
here… well, actually my girlfriend’s daughter helped me with these….she is about
nine…she is really great at things like this.”
I
nodded and listened. He continued
picking out patches of stars to show me on his body, and then snaked around to towards
an unreachable area of his mid-lower left back.
The stars in this area were extra dense and dotted.
“I
couldn’t see very good when I was giving myself these.”
I
could tell.
He
snaked his body back around, then pushed himself up and lowered
his body to sit facing me knee to knee and whisked up what was left of his bowl of oats. He began chewing, and then asked me, through a full mouth,
“Where you from?”
“Indiana.”
It
was all I managed before he started speaking again.
He raised the centers of both eyebrows, and nodded.
“Oh
yeah, Indiana…I’ve been there, northern though.”
His
gesture felt loaded, I waited, he watched me.
“…on
a skateboard tour…”
I was now the one making the nod of
recognition, raising my eyebrows in the center, and bobbing back and forth.
“Oh
yeah, skateboarding…I’ve been around people who are into that, not me though.”
He
looked off into the distance and while looking away added,
“Yeah,
hmmm..Indiana… that’s that state full of all those bar-hopping mystics.”
His
eyes re-centered on mine to see if the attribution caused any noticeable change
in my manner. My expression didn’t change.
“Well…
Indiana talks about you… me, I consider myself a Vegan-Republican-Skateboarding
Boxer from Colorado Springs. I plan to
build a log cabin in the woods one day.”
He
finished scraping the bowl of oats, licked the spoon and offered me his dish.
“Want
some”
“No.”
I
had already eaten. He threw me an orange
and continued to talk.
“Do
you realize the nutritive value of purely raw foods?”
“Well,
I have….”
Nate
turned away after I said the word “have” and pointed to the mountain range behind
us.
“You
know there is a castle up there.”
“Pop
the trunk.”
I went around the driver’s side and pulled the trunk release. He threw the tent in, and with his skateboard in arms he jumped in the front seat signaling me to get in and drive. I stood outside my own car looking in the back window, his white hair standing up just above the passenger seat. He poked his head out looking for me, and with a lazy grin, he pointed towards the distant gravel road,
“there’s the castle…it’s where we are going.”
I
followed his finger, pointing to the mountain squinted my eyes, and then looked
back at him.
“…but
before we go there, I want to give you a present, just up the road.”
I
stood for a minute looking at him, my car, the mountain, and back to him. And then walked around the backside, and
jumped in the driver’s seat. We inched
out of the campground and passed a school bus turned into a semi-permanent RV
camper. Nate leaned halfway out the
window and shouted,
“Hey
Jake, I’m going to town, be back.”
Jake
didn’t look happy. I didn’t stop long
enough to find out why. Nate told me anyhow,
“I
owe him some money.”
“Huh.”
Just outside
of the camp he said,
“okay
turn here, just down the road turn right…at that mailbox up there”
The
mailbox was leaning into the street, I pulled into the gravel drive and
parked. We stopped in front white shack
with a few small sheds. Nate jumped out
then leaned his head back in the open window,
“I
store my stuff in that shed, and I know I have something for you, wait here”
He
ran barefoot on the gravel and went through the rickety shed door. I thought,
If I was going to drive off, I’d do it
now.
-- End. Part I - Allison Distler
Can't wait to hear more.... MKP
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