Morning coffee with the Schwartzs. Our conversation waxes, wanes...Yoga,
Taoism, Mormons, Brigham Young, Zen Buddhism. I'm in Boulder, Colorado it's 7 am and
lovely. Todd’s keen sense of freedom intrigues
me, I love his perspective. I say something
about someone or something, and he asks through a wily smile,
“Yes, but how free are
they?”
Such a beautiful and important question. It gets me thinking how the same gesture or action can be of different source. Two people seem as if doing the same thing, but each coming from a different place.
Such a beautiful and important question. It gets me thinking how the same gesture or action can be of different source. Two people seem as if doing the same thing, but each coming from a different place.
Not what, but where
from?
Freedom, boundedness, Taoism.
I feel what made Ron Kurtz’s teaching (in Hakomi) so
powerful was that his being had fully incorporated teachings of Taoism. Not as a philosophy, but as a felt sense and
true movement. This felt like freedom. He showed how to go with the currents what was already there. In his work he called it the principle of Organicity.
I think this is what the Egyptians must have also done when
working with generating energy and potential through their pyramid
structures. Somehow there was a mass understanding
of the way (Tao). Their culture and
activities displayed a practical consciousness of the way of energy. It’s
interesting to feel into a culture of people who collectively understood that
humans were not the center of the universe.
It seems, somehow they knew we were beings with an organic
lineage…energy conductors. Agents of
some larger transmutation in a living system.
I find joy in remembering that there was a time and people
that did not build structures or themselves to keep energy out. Nor was their function to try and control or
commodify energy. Instead, they knew how
to be in harmony with the natural elements…in accordance. I can’t help but feel as if in my own study
and traveling that harmony and accordance with natural energy is part of what
I’ve come here to understand, to embody. It is no wonder, Rolfing (Structural
Integration) has recently come up.
I’ve heard some people describe the Rolfing work as placing
the body more in accordance with natural laws of the world…first being
gravity. And some think, that when this
is integrated into a structure, more natural harmony emerges. Seems right on, or at least makes some sense,
enough for me to enter into the quest of it.
As I deepen into my path (Dharma), I am more clear in the
belief that we can live as a true instruments of the earth in a modern/ancient
way. I am interested in reclaiming these
organic rights. I’m also curious about
what true function feels like, and I want to know if I can approach the
mechanics of the universe through embodiment.
The more I carry on, the more I am interested in others who are living
this, or interested in approaching that balance.
As I reflect on how this has arisen in me, I realize that this
has been inspired by my mind waking up; my mind not willing to be owned by
anyone or anything else. But now, I see
this quest has moved into a place of accessing Mind beyond mind. “My mind” has become an instrument of perception and sense, rather than mechanical projection. I wonder about mind beyond projection…perhaps
conscious materialization? I realize
I’m in gooey territory here. Magical
thinking makes me sea-sick…and yet I sense there is some validity in this
potential. I seek to maintain a clear
distinction between talking and thinking of stories about this, and true
embodiment. For guidance, I turn to people
and cultures wiser than me.
For today, I come back to the wisdom of the moment….these
friends, our coffee, our talk. I come
back to the wisdom I perceive in the mountains of Boulder, the morning Flat
Irons glowing rust hue. These mountains speak
without words. I write and accept my vessel as a channel, and
desire that in this life my body might serve as a resonate harmonic chamber for universal song.
Allison Distler
Allison, I could hear your voice in my head as I read this. "Enlightenment, that's what it is'. Van Morrison. Lovely, thought provoking peace on many levels.
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